It’s pointless. Sure I’m doing homework and studying but for what. Learning all these terms after terms or studying for hours and wasting my time to be successful in a career to buy materialistic things that I don’t want. Then taking test weekly to measure my ability to memorize stuff that doesn’t achieve happiness. Why don’t they teach us how to live a happy life? Why do they teach us to stress and lie to us that all the hard work will pay off? Pay off bills and loans if anything. We are limited to freedom without money. Most beautiful things that can captivate your heart is free but people spend their whole life passing it by.

I never had experienced your type of personality. Maybe different parts but not all together. Sometimes I try really hard to understand why you treat me the way you do and come up with multiple conclusions. At the end I still would thank you if I became hurt because I probably think it would be a good learning opportunity, to become stronger and less fragile.